It can be really scarey to face change and it can also be really scarey when life throws change at you without asking you first. I have been forced more than once in my life to let go of who I was and allow who I am now to be. It's still scarey even though I have experience that shows I will be okay, somehow, I will be okay. And experience that shows my life ends up being better and or happier as a result.
I faced this new precipice and eventually found wings. Not sure exactly where I was when the wings appeared, but they have. I have started to feel better the last couple of days and that has allowed my wings to unfurl even more.
I am so grateful for the awarenesses I have had, things I have been able to let go of and for a new start. It's never too late to start over, again and again.