I was rushed back to the ER last week for my second emergency surgery. My blood levels plummeted and I have been very weak.
When you put trust in God/Godess/Source/The Universe and the medical professionals who are caring for you, it's disheartening when expected/anticipated outcomes do not come. What do you trust? I am trusting that I am getting what I need, not what I want, what I need. I don't understand why the series of events have happened the way they have and I don't have a way to understand it. What I do have is the ability to choose to trust that I am taken care of and have what I need. Trust that I am safe. I cannot control these things. I cannot control how my body heals. I have to trust.
